I’m down.
I think I’ve hit rock bottom. I don’t know when I’ll be back up. Don’t count on it to be any time soon. I don’t think I can do it anymore. I really don’t know how much strength I have left. My tattoo is kind of failing me.
You’re My Tomorrow.
I only get on here to say things I wouldn’t say elsewhere.
It’s been what… two days…. and I’m miserable. If I don’t keep my mind busy, it wanders to you. Constantly I think of you. I wonder what you’re doing at this very moment. I wonder who you’re with. I wonder what you’re thinking about. I wonder about everything there possibly could be to wonder about. I messed up… as usual. I pushed you away, and I did this all to myself. It was dumb. I don’t know if I can make everything better, but all I can think about is how bad I want to try. I would literally do absolutely anything to fix this. I didn’t think that I would be this miserable in the first two days, but I can’t get you off my mind. I hate not having you to talk to, or to tell me that my day will get better. I want that text every once in a while that tells me you love me and miss me. I want it all back. No one else will support me and treat me like you do. You worship the ground I walk on, and that’s what every girl deserves.
So what we’ve have our fights about things you’ve done, and things I’ve done. Every couple has those fights. It’s normal. You deserve better then what I have been offering though. Whether it’s from another person, or from me fixing my problems I’m having. You deserve better. It’s hard for me right now, and even though it isn’t an excuse, it’s the truth.
I love you. I will always love you. I can’t see my future without you. No matter what anyone else says. I’m miserable without you. Sure, I could find someone else that will make me happy, but they won’t be you. You can offer me so much more than I believe anyone else can. You make me happier than happy.
And I miss you.
First time.
On Tumblr in just about forever, and I have one ask. So, of course, I get all excited and what not. Come to find out, it’s some dumb spam thing. Thank you for getting my hopes up. Now time to go back to my life with no asks.
“They’ve nearly just died. In that moment, it’s just about them realizing that this is stupid, you know? If we’re going to die tonight, the one thing I actually want to do is, is kiss you. So it’s quite romantic really.” -Emma Watson
(Source: bewitchthemind)
Can we just take a moment to realize how this child is acting more maturely than half the population of the earth? Kay. That will be all.
Zac:… I’m kidding. I read that online. That’s not my real answer.
